ACID SASH

sejumput masalah dari setumpuk permasalahan di indonesia:

1. Tifus mencapai 800 kasus per 100,000 penduduk

2. Diare mencapai 300 kasus per 1000 penduduk

3. 49% penduduk di indonesia hidup dengan pendapatan di bawah 2 US dollar sehari

4. 75% sungai di Jawa, Sumatra, Bali dan Sulawesi tercemar berat oleh materi organik dari buangan rumah penduduk

5. Indonesia masuk dalam 3 besar negara terkorup di dunia

6. Bahaya laten desintegrasi masih berkecamuk terutama di Indonesia bagian timur

7. Online customer dari Indonesia sering kali di black list <– mental orang yang maunya ngembat duit orang dari kartu kredit orang lain

8. Katanya membenci kapitalisme tapi toh ‘orang2 yang sering ngomong itu’ toh menikmati apa yang ditawarkan sistem itu <– teteup hipotalamus, eh salah maksud gw hipokrit

9. katanya mo ‘melakukan sesuatu’ eh kok malah nulis opini doang’!!!

Ha ha ha… ironis memang….gw ga ngerti kenapa gw nulis itu semua.

Hampir ga ada daya untuk melanjutkan hari jumat ini.

Pertama, mimpi buruk tentang mantan (A) dan masalah2 tak jelas, kedua kebangun dini hari keinget sama mantan yang lain dan berakhir dengan kirim sms yang (tentunya) tak dibalas (B), ketiga posisi primary supervisor yang gw ga tau siapa, keempat internet connection yang ga jelas di kantor, kelima ngebaca sms dari temen yang papanya meninggal (gw dah ngerasa something2 emang pas chatting ama temen gw itu kemarin), keenam ribetnya menghadapi dilema yang gw emban sekarang, ketujuh salah satu teman terbaik gw akan balik ke jakarta for good malam ini, kedelapan rasa bingung kapan gw akan bener2 bisa ngadain media gathering dengan semua event yang terus aja ada di aceh ini (GILEEE DEH!!!), kesembilan kenapa cerita ‘AMERICAN GODS’ dari Neil Gaiman ada mulu di otak gw, kesepuluh susah banget sih aktifin Nada Sambung Pribadi telkomsel, terakhir entah kenapa lagi gw pake acara ngeliat profil seseorang yang malah makin buat gw miserable l!!!

I NEED A BREAK!!

Question: Sebenernya ngebantu perasaan loe gak sih dengan menumpahkan semua kebingungan loe lewat nulis online?!?

Answer : Mana gw tauk?! Loe pikir aja ndiri!

Respond: Makanya loe jangan kebanyakan mikir, one step at a time.

Answer to respond : Yeah rite… i’m such a complex and impulsive person..hhhh(menghela nafas!)

Answer to ‘answer to respond’ : udah, beli makan siang dulu gih!

the last anwer from ‘question’: duh makasih d, lagi diet, lagian gw dah kenyang makan astor…

Is any of you have prepared for your retirement plan? HUAHAHAHAHAA…………. yakin seyakin-yakinnya gw pasti temen2 gw yang baca ini akan bilang… sa,loe sinting yah masih umur segitu udah mikir gitu? … jawaban gw, gemanahhhh dongggg?!?

Setelah bekerja hampir setahun, gw menilik uang tabungan gw yang tidak memenuhi target gw tahun lalu.. Secara gitu, hobi diving dan jalan-jalan diiringi dengan kebutuhan akan hiburan yang tak mampu gw tolak menghabiskan cukup banyak duit. O no! Bagaimana ini?

Kemarin untuk kesekian kalinya gw diving di Iboih. I spent **** EURO to get 8 dives. HAHAHA!!… what can i do? I just love to get interact with those little fishes and also huge fishes. I love to be underwater, forgetting about all problem that i have above the land for a while is like a remedy to me.. It’s worth it!! I saw spanish dancer when i join my first night dive though i’ve to admit that i almost  cried at that nite. It’s because reggy and dining (a friend who’s working in UNICEF Meulaboh) havent showed up until 8.15pm while all of us were already on board, even the MEtrO Tv Expedition Team! I was so worried because none of them use any computer dive nor compass. Anyway, at the end they can survive with happy faces while my eyes almost burst into tears.. Sinting kali ya!! Walaupun gw sebel ama si regot, tetep aja gw kawatir setengah gila.

Back again about future plan..After all, man will never ever get satisfied with what they got (i’m referring to salary).So i think i need to make strategy so i wont feel guilty in next year that i spent lots of money useless…Life style is one of the issue behind my loss 

Padahal sih ke laut aja deh tu gaya?! Mau gw begaya-gaya ampe mampus kalo ntar gw kere pas tua, itu mah bego and menyeramkan namanya…But i do agree enjoying our youth time is a must. Again i remember one sentence in a book called …-aduh apalagi itu namanya lupa gw- intinya bilang why stylish lady can always be found without having appropriate saving …

I’m not calling myself as a stylish lady, but i just dont want to get trapped with all the buzz and the fuzz… I think one of life achievement is when you can enjoy happy life once you retired with your lovely husband/wife-family and old time friends! So yeah, saving is a must.

Once, i used to have a saving account that dedicated to my daughter -that i dont know when will i giving my first birth- but then i use it to put bracet onto my teeth 8 months ago!! hehehe… dasar susye deh.. But i dont mind, at least i can see (hopefully) the result next year.. Who knows i might be one of Indonesian Leader,so i’ve to prepare my self-at least how to show my great smile-… huehehe

Two weeks before t year of 2007. Starting on January i’ll assure myself to put routine saving meaning there’s no chance for me to see cambodia/vietnam next year BUT i will go to Lombok or Mentawai Island.

Almost forget, to be honest i dont know where will i be in next year. I just agreed to join traineeship, so who knows,i’ll be in other part of the globe-perhaps brazil or even in Kenya (i sent my application 2 weeks ago)…

Ciao!